welp.

Hey do you remember that time I was happy? Me neither. 

Lately I have been so lonely.  I miss thinking I'm in love. I miss holding someone's hand. and blahblahblah. Two years is too long.

But on the other hand, I am currently on a frantic search for a cat. I need one so bad. Since Kiki is gone, and so is Brittnee, and Ricki is never home. I think I need some company. I want a cat like this qt bb. Its up for adoption here, but I don't think I have the money to get it. Goddamnit.

Recently I've been overly obsessed with everything cute and japanese. Stupid characters and bento boxes. I found an entire site in English that ships here and its full of this cute japanese bullshit that I really don't need, but I will probably buy it anyways. I have a habit of doing things like that, blowing money on useless shit. But I guess that comes with being 19. 

I'm also supposed to be getting 2 new pair of jeans in the mail tomorrow and I think the new Harms Way LP shipped today as well. I'm a tad excited to be wearing jeans without giant crotch holes. I guess you can say I'm a luxurious kind of lady. My sarcasm isn't humorous. 

Today I also erased the entire chalkboard wall in our living room. Since Brittnee is moving out and taking most of the decor, and we erased the wall, its looking a little bare and unsettled in here. I'm not a fan, I can assure you. So as soon as I can, I'm going to be in full decoration mode. Martha Stewart can suck my ass. 

Where did my life go?